sundayjuly242011
Well, summer is here…its been here for about a month and its already been shitty. i feel like i have no life. my friends are all busy with jobs and boyfriends it seems they have forgotten about me. i sat at home on a saturday night by myself, watching tv. im such a loser sometimes i hate it. i’ve told lies that have gotten me into shit with a guy but he has a girlfriend so who gives a fuck. it seems that there is one more girl than guys in this world, and im that girl. i fucking hate it. i just want to leave kelowna for the summer…well actually forever. life is just stressing me out. i know you cant just leave life, but sometimes i wish i could start a new one…somewhere else where no one knows my name. life used to be good, all the boys liked me and i had a social life. but now? nope, im alone in the stupid world. and i know im only 18 but it seems like my life is falling apart already. get me the fuck out of here.
